Life moves on

I fall and I pick myself up,
I lose hope yet I dream,
I am lost and I find myself again,
I cry and I laugh through tears,
I despair yet I believe.
Little  i have seen the cruel world,
Little i will ever see
As i choose to asleep,
For I am scared of reality.
Everyone says smile looks good on my face
But people never gave me a reason to smile
Always gave me poignant ways.
I remember the way  I cracked the harmless jokes,
And laughed the sweet innocent way, for all it was worth,
The way i talked joyous and happy,
The energetic jumps, untouched by lethargy!
Never did I expect them to die,
Nor hope them to pass by!!
But time bought me to such circumstances
Fighting the race changed my life,
Though memories of past never faded away from my mind,
No matter where destiny leads me through the wave of time
Life will go on and I will also move on forever with it!!!!

Review of Waiting On You

WAITING ON YOU by Kristan Higgins is rife with emotion and not as cookie-cutter as you'd expect a small town contemporary romance to be.

Colleen O'Rourke is the beloved bar owner/matchmaker in the small town of Manningsport, New York. She has found contentment with her lot in life with the help of some awesome friends, loving and supportive (often times annoying) family, prosperous business with unique regulars, and a faithful dog named Rufus. That's not to say the betrayal of her first love marrying another woman or her father's infidelity and subsequent neglect doesn't make her feel blue .  Will the calm she worked so hard to develop be disrupted beyond repair when a blast from the past blows into town?

10 years, a miscarriage, failed marriage, and sick uncle later, Lucas Campbell finds his way back to the small town that never really felt like home. His only family included an aunt that went above and beyond to make him feel like an outsider, a dimwitted but lovable cousin, and the kind but preoccupied brother of his father. It wouldn't be nearly as frustrating if his ex-girlfriend wasn't butting in at every turn and trying to set the cousin up with someone who was obviously a waste of time (or was she?).

Characters both young and old learn from their mistakes and find contentment in exactly who they are. When misunderstandings from the past float to the surface, a second chance at first love just might persevere.

My Favorite Part of the Book:

 Was the complexity of the relationship between Colleen and her father. This dynamic resonated with me deeply and was written in a very convincing and poignant way. I love when I can see little pieces of myself and true life struggles in the books that I am reading and it's nice to be on the outside looking in on something that hits close to home.  I connected a lot more with the characters because of this.

Every time I read a book by this author I have some pop culture comparatives to mention; This book was like Cheers meets the soap opera Passions (anyone else remember Passions!?!). 

A must read book for all avid readers.

NOT IN LOVE BUT YES MAY BE I AM !!!!!!!!!

JUST SOME THOUGHTS. I AM NOT IN LOVE BUT!!!!!

If all that I have said and done, and am still but too ready to say and do, have not sufficiently proved what my real feelings are and must be ever towards you, my love, I have no other proof to offer.

My Dearest & Most Beloved Friend

Bless you -- ever & even more than ever.

You are most attached

Is there anything on earth or heaven would have made me so happy as to have made you mine long ago? and not less now than then, but more than ever at this time -- you know I would with pleasure give up all here and all beyond the grave for you –

I was and am yours, freely and most entirely, to obey, to honor, love --and fly with you when, where, and how you yourself might and may determine.

Dearest if you are as fond of me as I am of you...nothing human could keep us long apart.My first and only love...Believe me ever to be

I wish I had the gift of making rhymes, for methinks there is poetry in my head and heart since I have been in love with you.

You are a Poem.

Of what sort, then? Epic?

Mercy on me, no! A sonnet?

No; for that is too labored and artificial.

You are a sort of sweet, simple, pathetic ballad, which Nature is singing, sometimes with tears, sometimes with smiles, and sometimes with intermingled smiles and tears.

I already love in you your beauty, but I am only beginning to love in you that which is eternal and ever precious - your heart, your soul.

Beauty one could get to know and fall in love with in one hour and cease to love it as speedily; but the soul one must learn to know.

I know you don't see me as i do but i wish one day you will also change your perception....

I don't want you to love me but never leave me alone and be there with me in all shades of my life as my best friend.
Yours friend

SO CLOSE.... YET SO FAR....

He:

Like a song I can hear you, Like a dream I can see you, Like a breeze you touch me & Like air your always around. I can find you in every breath I take, so close you reside to my heart .

She:

Like a word your into my voice, Like a dew I wake up with you, Like story you complete me & Like a tear you shine into my eyes. I can see you like a distant shore of the sea, so near yet so far.

just something something

Well this is my first tag.Got it from my dear friend Karishma. So now I will see how good I am at this. Here I go- If I were a month…..October...I just love the season in this month. If I were a day of the week…..It has to be Saturday. Every engineering student know why is it so. Holiday gives you full opportunity for hangout n movies n ya internet....yey yey If I were a time of day…...Evening. I love the evening mood. Relaxed and serene. If I were a season…...Spring for sure. I can't bear too much of summer or winter. If I were a planet…Venus... no reason just love its name. ;) If I were a sea animal…...Gold fish. Wo choti wali, cute si. If I were a direction…...West. Love their open culture. If I were a piece of furniture…. Chandelier. Its elegance is so attractive n royal (?does it come in furniture....) If I were a liquid…... Lemonade. I am almost addicted to it. If I were a tree…...Neem tree. Bitter but very useful (for me dats jus smtimes okie) If I were a tool….Stapler. It gets paper together to make them meaningful a file. (poor philosophy ehh...) If I were an element….Oxygen. Dats how important I want to be for others. If I were a gemstone……..Pearl... I know abt this nly and its very beautiful. If I were a musical instrument…...Guitar. its my fav.. Next could be Violin. So relaxing and takes you to another world. If I were a color…..black and white. love its combination If I were a emotion…...Hope and love. Its not found everywhere. If I were a fruit…...Grapes. my fav If I were a sound…...Sound of wind. Try, you can hear it . If I were a car…...Ferrari.. my dream is to buy a ferrari If I were a scent…...Lavender/ rose If I were a pair of shoes…... Stelatoes. gals would love to wear me na;) If I were a bird…...Sparrow. I wish for peace everywhere. All who have read this, have been tagged. Try it and you will love it. Tadda!

me and myself

Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you.— Marsha Norman

Words would not be enough to describe who I am but I will try to describe.

I am :-

A wanderer in search of life

A poet in search of rhymes

A writer in search of words

A conjurer in search of magic

A human in search of love

A child in search of innocence

A whisper in search of voice

A person in search of myself.