Why is "Let Go" easier to say than implement.... I have tried to let things be... or let go of
people so many times, but have never been successful.....
Why is that so difficult for me?? I just can’t see things falling apart. I can’t see people walk
away, at least those who mean something to me. Is this some kind of psychotic or abnormal
kind of disorder.Well i am actually unable to figure out what keeps on running in my mind.
From thoughts to dreams, everything seems too be so weird to me. Today i realised that
beyond a particular time no one in reality belongs to me. It is this temporary phase of life,
till life rolls we like to possess people and things and proudly call them 'ours'.
Today a friend suddenly asked me my story, the story of my life. I dared to tell her and this
made me remember my mom again.
Yes Maa i can't help missing you more than ever. I desperately want to turn time back again. I want you to be back. The grief is inexplicable and the loss feels unbearable. I miss your perfectly timed hugs, your sweet pampering, your selfless love. I remember the last promise i made to you was to be strong and stop flow of tears but I haven't been able to. I miss you, i really miss you a lot....
I wish I could be with you
For just another moment
To let you know how much you're missed
Each day ever since
I can still feel the warmth of your touch
I can still envision your smile, beautiful and lively
Though you are always there around me
Yet my eyes can't see you
Childhood storytales, eating food from your hand
your sweet pampering and love are no more
But memories have survived
Inside my core
Four years have passed
But it seems like yesterday
That I used to have you
Beside me everyday
Things have changed
And I am no more a innocent little boy of yours
I wonder what you would tell me today
If only I could hear what you have to say
I wish i could turn back time
Not just by years but decades
Right to the time i was a infant
I would have done a lot of things differently
Ya i would have never shown you disrespect
I wouldn't have tried to ignore you
I would have listened to your every advise
I would have stayed only with you
only with you forever and ever
I wish I could be with you
For just another moment
To let you know how much you're missed
Each day every moment
To let you know how much I Love you
And how much I care for you
people so many times, but have never been successful.....
Why is that so difficult for me?? I just can’t see things falling apart. I can’t see people walk
away, at least those who mean something to me. Is this some kind of psychotic or abnormal
kind of disorder.Well i am actually unable to figure out what keeps on running in my mind.
From thoughts to dreams, everything seems too be so weird to me. Today i realised that
beyond a particular time no one in reality belongs to me. It is this temporary phase of life,
till life rolls we like to possess people and things and proudly call them 'ours'.
Today a friend suddenly asked me my story, the story of my life. I dared to tell her and this
made me remember my mom again.
Yes Maa i can't help missing you more than ever. I desperately want to turn time back again. I want you to be back. The grief is inexplicable and the loss feels unbearable. I miss your perfectly timed hugs, your sweet pampering, your selfless love. I remember the last promise i made to you was to be strong and stop flow of tears but I haven't been able to. I miss you, i really miss you a lot....
I wish I could be with you
For just another moment
To let you know how much you're missed
Each day ever since
I can still feel the warmth of your touch
I can still envision your smile, beautiful and lively
Though you are always there around me
Yet my eyes can't see you
Childhood storytales, eating food from your hand
your sweet pampering and love are no more
But memories have survived
Inside my core
Four years have passed
But it seems like yesterday
That I used to have you
Beside me everyday
Things have changed
And I am no more a innocent little boy of yours
I wonder what you would tell me today
If only I could hear what you have to say
I wish i could turn back time
Not just by years but decades
Right to the time i was a infant
I would have done a lot of things differently
Ya i would have never shown you disrespect
I wouldn't have tried to ignore you
I would have listened to your every advise
I would have stayed only with you
only with you forever and ever
I wish I could be with you
For just another moment
To let you know how much you're missed
Each day every moment
To let you know how much I Love you
And how much I care for you
No matter how much I would wish to believe
I can.... the truth is I can’t
Some things are inevitable :(
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