Give me a new life...

One time in my life

I thought of the world

As something perfect

Where everything was possible

But then my dreams

And my heart

We’re broken

To the point that it affects me to this day

There’s such a mix of

Sadness

Regret

Anger

Confusion

Stupidity

That I can barely comprehend it

But I hold it in

Until I can’t

Then I feel like

I’m not going to make it

I am troubled

I try to find out

How to fix this problem

Am I lonely?

Do I need a vent?

Do I need friends?

Do I need alone time?

I still don’t know

What I need

And I wait for an answer

To this day

And I don’t know

If I can find it

How I can find it

Or when I will find it, If I even do find it

But that thought Scares me.

It's almost silence everywhere

Sound of so felt dead wind trying to awake me

Breeze attempting to pacify the huge burden of time held on my emotional heart

All seems worthless, It's emptiness with every coming moment

I fear oblivion, someone please bring me out from this moment

Give me a new life...